I think that Jared is even a bit embarrassed, since he likes men, but he doesn’t like as a stereotype gay man is Jared is a beer and football guy, the only “oddity” in him is his preference for a bicycle instead of a truck, but other than that, I can easily picture him with a flannel shirt and cowboy boot, cheering for a football game with a beer in hand. Jared blames the city, the conservative minds that would not accept him, but I think that it’s Jared that doesn’t accept himself. Jared blames a little Matt to be in the closet, but even if he is living in the open, Jared is as much in the closet as Matt he has no open relationships, his only buddy friend is a seasonal tourist who he meets in the safe shelter of his house and never outside, around the town, probably no one knows of his existence. And sincerely, truth be told, I think Jared is quite happy like that, he has all the positive side of a relationship, companionship and friendship, without the negative aspects, jealousy and the unwelcomed attention of the town. When he tries to introduce the argument with Matt, he receives an embarrassed denial, maybe a little too fiery to not be suspicious, but Jared has too much at heart Matt’s friendship to insist. Matt though seems to prefer Jared’s company, and maybe he gave some conflicting signals, since Jared is not able to understand if he is wooed or not. Then Matt enters his life friendly and handsome, raises the interest not only of Jared but also of all the free women in town.

But it’s the life he apparently chose, and so till now, no one put it in question. Work between quotes since there is not much work to do, and basically Jared is taking dust like his degree.

Jared went away only for College, but the degree he gained is taking dust on a drawer while Jared “works” in the family store. It’s the town where he was born and where his family, mother, brother and a sister in law he loves dearly, still lives. Elisa_rolle Apparently this is the classic “gay for you” story: best friend Jared falls for hunky cop Matt who for the love of the man, decided that being gay is not so bad after all… but it’s not so simple, and in the end, it’s quite the wrong description.įirst of all, at the beginning of the story Matt is not in the picture and Jared is living like a monk in a small town in Colorado.

Promises by Marie Sexton